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| Just friends, I say, is all we'll be,
because she is the one who can't see,
how much I care and what I feel,
why can't my dreams just all be real.
If they were real then you would be,
not with him, but with me,
why cant you see, all I want is you,
why cant you just tell me you like me too.
But , I see that you can not,
so we must stay in this very spot,
so, just friends, is what we'll be,
only friends, until you notice me. | | |
| Its as if no one can see or hear me
And when I try to speak
The words,
They never seem to come out
And no one even bothers to listen.
ITS BULL SHIT!!!
I’m so sick of it all
Why can’t things just be like they used to?
So simple and everything seemed to fit.
But now things are so
Complex and nothing
Seems to fit
It all just seems so difficult.
My vision is blurred
I just can’t take it anymore.
I’m breaking down
I want to run away from this life
I don’t want to face tomorrow
I just wish that
Tomorrow would never come for me
I feel so out of place
Like I just don’t belong
And no one understands me
Not that anyone would
Because you don’t know
What its like
To be
Me
As I lay here now
In this pine box
I see everyone I have ever met
And they’re all looking down on me,
Like they always did.
Now that they’ve got their way
And I’m laying here dead
About to go six feet under,
They begin to cry and console one another
And I wonder…
Do they really care?
Was I wrong all along?
Was I really not an outsider?
Did I really have to end my life?
And then, as they depart,
It all goes back to the way it was
Before I took…
My Last Breath | | |
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Into the broken stream, of lost and shattered dreams.
A world that is desolate and lonely.
My cries go unheard, my voice dead in all of my words.
Lost is my soul. Heart black as coals, or so they think.
Welcome to my world. Home of sadness, harbor of war.
Frozen shores of broken hope. This is my world.
Once lit by love, now lies in betrayed and disrepair.
Holding my head, to stop the horror I see.
Sometimes I want to die. The abyss is calling me.
Welcome to my world. Sanctuary of darkness, home of evil.
The cold, dark water calls me. I can't ignore it.
I fade into black. This is my world.
My happiness is sucked by the monster. The one who abolishes peace.
No hope for me, no escape from the nightmare.
The voices haunt me. In the only refuge I have.
The darkness that wins will absorb into me.
Bleeding into me, the monster's haughty laugh.
His hand, the blood is dry. Welcome to my world.
The soulless monster's eyes are burning red.
His haunting voice says I am dead. I hear him. I smell him.
His vile breath reeks of death. No one can save me.
The agony he brings. My heart sings to be torn out.
The monster has done so many times. It is my blood on his hands.
How divine. He whispers each time. You are mine. I control your destiny.
And it happens again. Welcome to my world.
Welcome to the horror of my soul. | | |
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